Lift Me Up

Aunt Kathy has done it again!

She is currently getting rid of a couch. That couch just happens to be the couch I have been wanting, how great is that!!!

I have not shared my specific plans for my redecorating. What I have been doing is keeping my ideas and desires fresh in my mind. I shop everyday for something that would make me happy. I shop for furniture, clothes, jewelry, wedding dresses, houses, whatever I think I would like to have in my life someday. I find the things I would like and I add them, pictures of them, to my computer. Those pictures play as my screen saver. I get see all of the beautiful things I want in my life anytime I want to see them! It's great! I don't think about the lack of having the things I want, I know that would only bring me farther away from my desires. I focus on how nice it would be to have those things. I can see where I want to be, how I want to live, what I want to wear, what I want my body to look like in those clothes. I see the homes I would love to live in. I control my happiness by simply putting the pictures of my desires in a place where they will remind me of where I want to be. For now this is a step towards positive, for now this works and for now I am happy to just see the things that will bring me happiness. I don't doubt that these desires will manifest into reality. I simply enjoy the journey and eagerly but patiently wait for my dreams to come true.